Life is good. Today is the auditions determining who is going to audition for district chous this year. I'm really nervous, frankly. Sarah and Yami are realllly great girls, and I don't want to win or lose to either of them. :S I mean, I do want to go... alot, but they're both such amazing vocalists.

Well, I'm not gunna stress over it because there's nothing I can do about it but practice, practice, practice until 7th period. And, at least if I lose, I'll be losing to two very good singers, and not just lose because I made a stupid mistake or something and have to watch someone who doesn't know it as well as I do go instead. So, anyway, good luck girls!

Mike's comming home again ( am doing a happy dance) . We had an okay time last weekend. The fair was rellllly fun, but some other things went a little... well, not as planned. I really want this weekend to be good for us. He really is a great guy. I'm just sorry I didn't notice that sooner. I mean, I guess I knew, but I certainly didn't want to admit it to myself because I was convinced he was such a prick. I guess even I'm wrong sometimes .

My parents and I are okay for the time being. My dad wants to go to the fair tonight, but I don't want to go with just him because when we're alone in the car together, we either fight like dogs and cats or sit in silence until we get to where we're going.

Anyway, I'd rather go and see the opening night of "Nunsense" than go to the fair right now. Oh! Good luck with that by the way LeeAnn! (since I know you're the only one that might read this lol ) Well, I've got to run for now!

         So very happy,

                   Kitty    

Oh! I forgot to mention that I recently found out I'm sixth in our class of 807. Go me! lol ta!

So I've decided to become a statistic and join myspace. I might still write in here, because I like this blog better anyway, but everyone else is on myspace, so I'm kinda leaning towards that. Anyway, if anyone reads this check out my myspace!   www.myspace.com/toosexyfordancing   <-----Ever watched the Kitty cat dance? That's what it's from. LoL It's rool funny!

  Later,

      Kitty

So,

  Mike came and left. Got here Friday. Left Monday morning. Pretty depressing. Not depressing that he came, just seeing him leave again killed me. I'm such a wuss, seriously. It's just that my life seems to revolve around the time that I'm with him, and all the other time is just a filler until I see him again. Is that sick? What the fuck... I'm just tired and bored I guess. School's shit, like I said before. I really can't grasp the whole chemistry thing. Not that she's teaching it anyway. But I guess I really don't care anyway. Grades don't seem to matter much to me anymore. They used to mean alot. Now, I'm not so sure they're worth the effort. What's the difference between an A and a B? Why should I care about it anyway? I'm not really concerned with college anymore either. I'll go wherever accepts me and that's all there is to it. No crying because I didn't get into Princeton. I really don't give a rat's ass about stupid ivy league, uppity, too preppy for me schools anyway. I'd be perfectly happy at a scummy second rate comunity college right now. Maybe I'm in a slump. Whatever. Life sucks.

       Kitty  

Let's see... where to start...  First of all, school's shit (so what else is new). I  don't understand chemistry at all, mainly because my first teacher was senile and retired after four days. So now we have a new teacher. I don't quite know how I feel about her yet. She's ok, as of now. Nothing special, but not bad. At least we're kindof learning something. First period is fairly lonely when Kenny's not here. I get to sit in the gifted room all alone and do math homework. Yippie. On a brighter note, H. German 3 is a blast! Frau Orman-Scalise is an amazing teacher. I don't think she's terribly fond of me (just a vibe) but I couldn't possibly have more respect for a teacher than I do for her. I've learned more in her classes than in any other class, ever. Chorus is good. It's chorus, ya know. Chillin' with my girliez (<---- eugh... I can't believe I just typed that. lol) It's a great way to end the day. I like it alot better without having to worry about gym and such. It's really good to be back with the seniors. I think our two classes got along really well our frehman year. But last year was hell with some of those frehmen. (Only some. Most of you guys were really cool. ) Lunch is good as well. LoL I sit with Jess B. and Colleen and their friends Autumn and Ashley i think. Anyway. That's a blast. I don't get to see how Jess is in school much, so it's kinda funny. So all in all, i's not awful, I guess. Not great, but not awful.

      I miss Mike like crazy. We're still ok I think. At least we seem that way. I went to visit him this past weekend and it was alot of fun. We cuddled and all that good stuff. ( I won't tell you all the gushy, lovey dovey, gooey, iky stuff so you won't puke.  ) He's comming in this weekend too ( ). Anway, I won't bore you with all that.

       The theater is good I think. We've been rehersing "Mousetrap" for a few days now. It seems pretty good, so far. Nunsense is comming up.(Congrats on the part LeeAnn! ) So you should all go see it!

     Anyway, I have to get going. Tons of homework to finish before next period. Aufwiedersehen!

             Kitty